Spiritual Journey of Discovery - November 22, 2009

I accepted Jesus into my life at a young age, grade school sometime. Went to church sometimes while growing up, not a real avid church goer. Re-affirmed my faith again in 9th grade. Went to Campus Crusade for Christ while in high school and tried to stay away from the alcohol, sex and drug scene. Got married the first time in 1979 and divorced in 1982. Had a time of rebellion and did things I'm not proud of. Remarried in 1984 and am still married to the same man. Have had much sorrow in my marriage, but things are finally more peaceful these days even though our relationship is still not totally healed yet.

I believe I've had many spiritual dreams, but just wasn't tuned in to them to write them down until 2006. In 2006 I started having dreams once in a while which I did start writing down. These dreams were special and out of the ordinary. Not the dreams that you usually have and don't remember. It was this time that I slowly started awakening from spiritual slumber, but I'm kinda slow. LOL

The Holy Spirit has been teaching me along the way, but not as much as He could have because I wasn't tuned in to the sound of His voice. There was a lot of static that was interfering with His voice. There was sin that I repented from and unclean spirits/oppressive spirits that were rebuked from around me. In 2009, I realized that I really needed to lay down my life/die to self and make Jesus Lord of my life. Forsaking everything that I wanted and had lived for and truly seeking His will in my life and not my own. When I finally gave it all to Him my relationship has taken a dramatic turn toward the spiritual side that I never could have imagined. It is so true that the things of this world are nothing compared to the relationship and knowledge of knowing Jesus as Lord and Savior!

Since I was a teenager I've always believed that we were the generation to see the return of Jesus and I've been looking forward to the day for a very long time. Now that it's actually here, it's mind boggling to say the least. And yes I've had some fear. Fear for loved ones and the lost because they are clueless as to what is coming. A storm of tribulation and suffering beyond belief. I've been pleading for all who are lost, I've been pleading the mercy of God, that he would open their eyes, ears and heart before it's too late. I've felt a deep burden especially the last couple of years as we draw closer to the tribulation period.

This year in 2009, I've seen more prophecy unfolding than any other time in my life. A one world government is forming that will rule the world with an iron fist. The stage is being set now. If the Copenhagen Treaty passes in 16 days, you can say goodbye to US Sovereignty and hello one world government. The UN will be telling us what we can and can't do. Did you know there's also a group of religious leaders from around the world meeting so they can establish a unity of religions - a one world religion/religious council?

This world is dying and those who truly don't know the Lord are going to die with it. Now is the time of salvation. Time is running out!!! If you don't know Jesus as your Lord and Savior, well you better start now. Don't say you'll do it tomorrow, because you don't know if you'll be alive tomorrow do you???

I don't mean that the world is going to end, I mean that the things of this world will be destroyed in the coming years, like within the next ten. All the THINGS that we thought important will be no more. Cities across the earth will be shaken and destroyed and many, many people will die.

Today I actually spent time listening, one on one with the Holy Spirit. I set in my chair, computer off and listened and wrote down things that He told me. Not an audible voice, the still small voice inside of all who are saved. The Holy Spirit is going to teach me what I need to know about God/Yahweh and to trust Him and know His voice and be confident in my relationship with Him. I'm in new territory with my walk, because I've discovered I have a continual communication with the Holy Spirit. It's awesome and makes me nervous sometimes because it takes me out of my comfort zone and into the kind of relationship that I should have had in the past but didn't because I wasn't spending time with Yahweh and listening. I was praying and reading the Bible, and that's good, but not enough.

For those of you, who haven't had this spiritual awakening, this will sound very alien/foreign to you and probably scary. Yahweh desires a personal relationship with each of His children and you aren't going to get it by way of traditional religion, but by way of a personal relationship and quiet time with Him and listening to Him open the Word/Bible up to you as well as His will for your life.

He was telling me that relationships are built over time and that like anything new, like learning to drive or whatever, it's a bit scary at first until you learn to trust.

I told Him that I had lots of questions and so the first thing we started with was the understanding of the oneness of the Trinity as some call it, but it is more of a oneness of spirit.

My daughter asked me about the Trinity the other week and I explained it the way I believed but there was part she still didn't understand and I didn't know how to relate it to her.

* Father, Son and Holy Spirit - Yahweh is the Hebrew word for God in case you didn't know.

* God/Yahweh = Father
* Jesus = God/Yahweh in the flesh called the Son
* Holy Spirit = God/Yahweh and is the teacher and intercessor of the saints

I still believe the Trinity and He said it was okay to still call it that, but there is so much more to it. We need to think of Yahweh as Oneness of spirit operating on 3 or more spiritual levels.

One Spirit, Yahweh, that can divide into 3 or more parts. Separate, but functioning as one spirit and mind. When you think about it, isn't it awesome that even though the Holy Spirit is One part of the Trinity that He can divide Himself up into spiritual clones if you will, and be in every believer? Did you ever really think about that? Wow what an awesome revelation!!!

Gospel of John 1:1-5 (Talking about Jesus)

1) In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

2) The same was in the beginning with God.

3) All things were made by Him; and without Him was not anything made that was made.

4) In Him was life; and the life was the light of men.

5) And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.


Other Links...

• A Man Called Norman - How a Social Misfit and Recluse Came to Know Jesus - Part 1 of 3

• Ex-Drug Dealer Gives His Testimony of How God Saved him

• Hannah's Prayer

• Kamal Saleem - Former PLO Soldier Gives His Testimony

• Lee Strobel - Former Atheist Gives His Testimony

• Mosab Hassan Yousef, Son of Hamas Leader, Becomes a Christian

• Muslims for Jesus Link on YouTube

• Tiger Woods Needs Something That Christianity Provides

• Why I Left Islam - Tass Saada - Former Fatah Fighter

• World Champion Wrestler Converts to Christianity

• You Must See a Throne! Sermon by Paul Washer